A lazy Sunday message....

So Its a sunny Sunny is super northern Florida, and the more I look at Facebook, Twitter, pinterest etc etc etc, it amazes me how many people these days have kids. I mean people that I would put money down that they wouldn't have kids before they got married have 3 year olds. Its just so crazy to think how wrong we can be about people. Because as often as people say "Oh well people change" No they don't. Things change, places change, but people... they are the same always. It just something I am coming to realize,

I have friends that I have known for years and some of us have gone on different paths. Its not because either of us have "changed" its because we have realized the things that we really do have in common and the things we really don't have in common. So what does the sudden realization mean?

Well B and I have been talking the big M latley... And when it comes to the bridal party I know that 4 of the 5 people I want to be my side kicks will do it... But there is one that I want to be my sidekick but I am just not sure if she will. I mean if she decides she would rather just come thats no big deal my feelings wont be hurt. The thing is that a year ago I could have put money on it that shed be like hellz yea! but now im not so sure... We arent engaged, we arent getting married any time soon so its just things I think about.. 

Now something that makes me laugh hard and a lot is the people I know that have wedding boards on pinterest and they either don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend.. OR they just get into a relationship and the are planning a wedding.. PEOPLE please if the new guy in your life saw the shit you were pinning he'd be GONE in 60 seconds flat. It just makes me laugh. 

This entry has been a little wierd.. oh well its been a while since I used the blog as an actual blog.. haha!

Talk to you soon!

-C

New year, new post

So Hey!!

Its been a good little bit since I have had an entry. As usual not a whole lot happened. Christmas was here, and gone. It was nice. B and I spent the day in our jammies and watched movies. B cooked Chicken Cordon Blue for dinner. It was romantic and nice.I got the guy that goes all romantical and what not. (insert then ddaawwwwwhhh here)

 My lover got me some pearls and earrings for christmas. 

 And I went all non romantical this year and got him 2 moovies and a ps3 controller.

(B doesn't want his face shown.. so he gets all pixely!)

 We also got some stuff for the house so that's always fun. Anywhoo Moving on Christmas and New years were pretty low key up in here!

We skyped with my family for new years which was pretty awesome. I was fairly certain that B was going to be home after midnight so I was pretty pissed off most of the night. But my prince came home just in time.

So the start to our 2013 is a good one so far! We are just keeping to our daily routines which SUCKS. We are getting back into the "work out" routines that I hate but after the holidays its time to get in gear. and its not because of the new year new body new me crap. Its because I have slacked and need to get back to it! so Ha!

I am going to be 23 in 2 days. I feel so old. and I feel like B and I have been together FOREVER. Its been almost 2 years but honestly it feels like its been 7. We were inseparable and still are. But turning 23 is I don't know what yet. What will this year hold. 22 had some ups and A LOT of downs. But it was a good one. So 23 has to be better Right?! Right?! 

Holy hell i have rambled a lot. and said a lot tons of times. I just wanted to post an update. It was soo badly needed. Not sure if I will keep this as a Saturday thing or a I'm in the mood thing. Probably the latter of the two. But who knows. 

Keep on Keeping on

Much Love

~C

Getting in the Christmas Spirit

Hello you beautiful people-

As you can probably tell I am in a much better mood this blog. It feels like forever since i have blogged. But I think its only been like a week. Ha!

So we are getting all ready for Christmas in our house. I love this time of year. Its gonna suck because B has to work and ill be alone on Christmas eve. But on Christmas he will be home so that totally works! I have almost all of my shopping done because I made most gifts. Lol that works right. We have our tree almost all done, we are waiting for my hallmark ornaments to get here and we have to get a star and then its complete. Falalala.

So there is nothing new going on at all! Oh wait there may be something new going on. There is a chance that my car is being sold. We put a thingy-ma-bobber (technical term) on craigslist and have a few people that want to look at the car so I have to call them (uugghh). So that pretty awesome. But other then that there isnt anything new for real this time. Working, sleeping, eating, bathing. repeat. The end

So that's the biggest update here. Dont you all feel so informed. Ha!

Talk to you all soon

-C

Its been a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad week!

So hey,

I have had nothing nice to say about anything and everything. Its been a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad few weeks actually. Thanksgiving was nice, i could have done without ALL the football. But cant change that now. Oh well, its been over a week since that has happened. I just don't have the urge to do anything to put myself in a positive mood. I literally just deleted almost 2 paragraphs of woe is me bullshit about how I'm miserable and its Christmas time and I want to see my family, and I'm just grumpy so that's all. 

Hopefully I'll be chipper again soon, but i wouldn't hold my breath.

-C

Hurry, Time is running out!

So Hey!!

Its Saturday night and boy was this week complete Shit... Too many things went wrong that one thing going right barley shows through... For starters my car is completely dead... R.I.P Iley the Infinity.. we had a good run.. it was an old car, and the tranny went... It was bound to happen. And now I can save to get my dream car a Jeep. Yes a Jeep. They are sexy and I would kill for one! So now that is our goal among other things that we are trying to juggle right now. 

I had a moment where I was hating life. Like I said this week has been shit. I am getting a cold.. wonderful... its just been one thing adter another. I need a break. I need a sign that something will turn around. Anyone want to donate to the Cloftus car fund? It would be greatly appreciated. So I dont really have much to update this week. Basically because it was so emotionally tiring that I just dont want to rehash it tonight. I want to move on from it. 

We have everything ready for the in-laws to get in town on Wednesday so thats good! one thing done! 


Anyway just wanted to do a quick update, Im surviving but its hard, but that which does not kill us makes us stronger.

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving with all of your family!

Much Love

-C

So hey.. its Saturday!

Hello Again

So its Saturday night at around 8:50 ish.. I say ish because its not exactly 850 as I type this and by the time I'm finished it will be after.. so we are going with the ish... Any who.. I was trying to make this a daily blog, but lets be honest my life is not that interesting. And not only that there isn't much that happens daily. besides the usual woke up, worked, had meals, breathed fresh air, went to bed. Rinse and Repeat. so that being said I am thinking this is going to become a weekly blog because its just easier to wrap everything up Saturday night when we are just relaxing and I'm surfing the internet and B is getting his weekendly dose of football and or video games in. 

Okay there I said all that business time to stroll along to something else...

So Thanksgiving is coming up soon.. like within the next two weeks. So we have to finish straigtening up and cleaning the kitchen. And the kitchen entails A LOT of work because i will be cleaning out the fridge and what not. Oh yeah and our dishwasher broke.. no I don't mean my hands..  I mean the appliance. Its horrible we ran it one night and it overflowed all over the floor into the hallway. So we stopped it and cleaned the mess up with my freshly clean towels. Then we decided to try it again hoping we could get the yucky water out of there because it friggin reeks when we open the damn thing. Ha jokes on us it did it again, and again we used my freshly clean towels to clean up the mess.. The dishwasher hates me. Its simple this is the third time it has overflowed, Underflowed? it cam out of the bottom of the door, so leaked is what we'll go with. Makes more sense, so that is what we are dealing with. The in-laws will be here sometime Wednesday A.K.A Thanksgiving- Eve.. so that is our end date to get everything done that needs done.

On top of the dishwasher hating me my car decided it wasn't into the mood to like me either and the transmission is going. Do you know how much that sucks?!?!?! It sucks A LOT. Today as I was driving on a fairly busy street, the car decided it was done accelerating. and I coasted into a turn lane came to a complete stop then it was like okay I'll go again...R U D E . I was so pissed B kept telling me to relax there really isn't anything we can do about it right now. And hes right, but don't tell him I said that. There really is nothing we can do about it. I just put new fluid in the damn thing, and the car is old enough to know that its not worth getting a new transmission. So that is just friggin peachy right now! The last thing we need is to be a one car household. I don't like driving his truck but I will have to if I don't have a car.

But with it being close to the holidays I am greatful for everything we have and everything we have yet to receive. 

Good things are going to be coming, especially to those who wait...

Have a great weekend, and a wonderful Veterans Day tomorrow. Thank the Vet's in your life for protecting us!

Talk soon

-C

Youre all over there like " I love Obama, I love Romney" and Im over here like " I like naps!"

Hello Everyone!!

So its Tuesday November 6th 2012, also known as Election Day! I have a favorite, I am not going to say who it is because I was raised not to talk Politics, and I miss the deadline to order my absentee ballot for PA, so either way I cant complain about who is elected. But I do have a party I am rooting for! It is nerve racking watching the numbers change and go back and forth... Its gonna be the death of me tonight! 

Moving on today was not too special, we have been finishing up the cleaning that needs done around the house. I worked, and I watched my daily YouTube videos. I have my favorites.. Lately I have had baby temperature. Not exactly fever but I keep telling B i wanna have a baby soon. Not in like 9 months but not in 10 years either within the next 5 or so years. So the ones I have been watching are Jennifer her YouTube name is JPSUESS, she has 5 boys and I just love her videos. she is so upbeat and positive! I love her videos. The next one I have been watching daily is Courtney and her YouTube name is GnCBishiop and she is expecting baby bishop #2. She is my age and has a handsome little boy, again she is super upbeat and the videos are cute to watch. The next one is Jessica and her YouTube name is GabeandJesss she just had twins not too long ago, and has a daughter. And I just came across Lora and her YouTube name is LoraandLayton and she is pregnant with baby #3 and her boys are cute. She reminds me most of myself. But those girls are just fun to watch and it almost feels like we as viewers know them. 

I started watching these YouTube videos because a girl I used to be friends with made them, and It was pretty interesting to see how much she has changed. She talks so different. Almost like she wants people to think she is highly educated.. But anyway that is how I found all these other ladies. I hope when B and I decide it is the right time to start a family ( after we are married of course) they are around and I can share my journey with them... Anyway...

That is pretty much all that has been going on.. Nothing fun and new here.. the same old 

Have a great Election nigh

-C